I’m always afraid of making personal posts on my blogs, yeah even my personal one, because of scrutiny. Until recently I’ve never really felt I was worth much of anything and any issues I had were whiny, first world problems that nobody should bother with. So, until recently, I never really told anyone my issues. But now, life’s different and I’m kinda just…in a really tough place right now. So I’m just gonna keep on typing more under the cut and it’d be nice if someone would read it and maybe send me an ask or reblog or something in response? Wishful thinking I suppose but yeah
It is VERY long. Like 7 pages in Word. So you really don’t have to read it but I’m actually very desperate right now and am actually reaching out for help.
Oh yeah. And a warning I suppose for suicidal ideation and talk of cutting
Signal boosting here too. If you guys know anyone or place that can offer Aly a safe shelter in Rhode Island, please help them out. They are also taking donations (see the button on her asktheeeveebros blog) and searching for a job.
Aly and some other awesome artists are taking commissions and using the money to help; please check them out! See more info on this post by askspheal: [link]